The Man of My Dreams

I can't believe it. I went and fell in love with the white guy in my dreams. I know, right? The GUY!!! Nevertheless it was amazing, and he's out there, somewhere. I cannot wait to meet him. He is perfect. I mean besides the fact that he had two twin boys: Kyle & Cody. They were terrors but I even learned to love them. Anyhow he (who happened to remain nameless) was a firefighter and we were newly married, and I was completely happy. I feel so weird inside. Like I don't know what I want now, but at the same time I want nothing more than that. It was such an awesome life, and like I said I was completely happy and content. Please G-d tell me, that's what my future holds... L-)